22.4.10

okay, so i found this post on someone elses blog but i thought i would share it with you because, well it's nice to know that i'm not the only one.

I'm the girl who prefers one rose instead of a
dozen. I'm the girl who would rather stay in on a
Friday night than go to a wild party with random
strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn't make you wait
on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make
you happy. I'm the girl who would enjoy having a
movie night rather than going to some fancy
restaurant. I'm the girl who would rather stay up
all night sharing secrets than going out and
getting drunk. I'm the girl who will give the world
to see you smile.

20.4.10

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Maybe I should've seen the sign, should've read the writing on the wall.
And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
No matter what you say, I still can't believe
That you would walk away
It don't make sense to me but
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
It's not unbroken anymore.
How do I get it back the way it was before
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break, would you wanna break it
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now
Why would you wanna make the very first scar
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart
?
i wish i was one of the st marys girls stuck in London right now.
why ?
coz then i could see my sister.
and
school is gaaaaaaaaaaaay.

14.4.10

i need a hug.
but not from just anyone.
my sister
one of 5 of my guy mates
you

2.4.10

yesterday i saw your little brother.
it's kinda crazy. kinda scary.
how much you look like him.
you two walk the same
             smile the same
             have the same eyes
             and hair
he's just a mini you
and it scared me when he recognised me
kept looking round at me
like he was thinking hey , you're that girl my big bro went out with and cheated on
maybe he loved you for a bit but who's ever gonna know if that's true
after all he is a lying asshole who doesn't know whats good for him.
well .. he probably wasn't thinking that exactly but he knew who i was
and just seeing him was enough to make me miss what we had again.