i can't believe you're leaving
like no joke but actually leaving
you've been here my whole life
sure, i knew you'd leave sometime
just never thought it'd come round this quickly
never thought seventeen (by the time you leave) years could go by so fast
yeah , she's coming back
and i'm more freakin' excited than anyone could imagine
but somehow
and i don't know how; but somehow
you leaving takes so much away
from my being excited to have her back home next year
sometimes , i can't believe that you would leave me
in this shithole they call eastbourne
what am i gonna do
in the holidays when i cbf going all the way into town or the Hutt to see people
or when i need cheering up and you're the only one who knows how to
when i need someone to playfight with
or play boardgames with and act like we were 5 & 7 again
to just hang out with when im over my friends and the rents
guess i'm just gonna have to suck it up huh ?
you've got the opportunity of a lifetime
and there's no way in hell im going to stop you taking it

i guess im just scared that my big bro is gonna forget that his little sister is still stuck at home , going to school and watching disney & the hangover by herself when he's partying it up and starting to live his dream at uni

O1. Do you like blue cheese?

not oooooverly
O2. Have you ever smoked?
a cigarette ? no cant say i have. probably wouldn't want to seeing as i've got asthma and all ...
O3. Do you own a gun?
yup .. water gun, gotta be prepared
O4. What is your favourite cordial flavour?
lemon & barley
O5. Do you get nervous before Doctor appointments?
depends on what it's for . not usually
O6. What do you think of hot dogs?
i think they are rather tasty
O7. Favourite Christmas moive?
The Santa Clause
O8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
glass of milk

O9. Do you do push-ups?
occasionally , i can do them if i have to

1O. What’s you favourite piece of jewellery?
greenstone necklace & my rings

11. Favourite hobby?
Football (not the american type)

12. Do you have A.D.D?
well i think my mum would know if i did so i'd saaaaaay no. nope. don't have ADD.

13. What’s the one thing you hate about yourself?
jeeez you're nosy aren't ya ?

14. Middle name?
Alexandra. yes, i know, but i'm warming to it. slowly. very slowly.

15. Name three thoughts at this exact moment?
man i have a disgusting brother. school can go hump a tree. somebody needs to have a paaaartaaaaay

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
earl grey tea with milk & 1 sugar (you can't blame me , i am pretty much full pom). water. juice.

17. Current worry?
schoooool.

18. Current hate right now?
school

19. Favourite place to be?
home

2O. What are you listening to right now?
right this very second ? ags vs. mags rugby game.

21. Where would you like to go?
england. to see my sister

22. What is your favourite song?
Billionare, Cooler Than Me, oooooor Kick Push

23. Do you own slippers?
can't say i do actually. last ones i owned were probably those dog ones you used to be able to get when i was like eight.

24. What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
Black.

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
can't say. never have.

26. Can you whistle?
that , iiiiiiiiiiiii .... sure can :)

27. Favourite Colour?
blue. sky blue or cobalt blue.

28. Would you be a pirate?
oh heeeeeeells no ! NINJAS are the way of the future my friends.

29. What songs do you sing in the shower?
whatever's in thy head

3O. Favouite girls name?
hard to say, don't have one actually.
31. Favourite boys name?
Jack (yes i know it's my brother's name) or maybe .... i dunno .. other names too though.
32. What’s in your pocket right now?
nothing. zero. zilch.
33. Last thing that made you laugh?
watching bits of Bruno.
34. Best bed sheets as a child?
Jungle ones.
35. Worst injury you have ever had?
concussion or cutting my knee open
36. Do you love where you live?
most of the time

37. How many TV’s do you have in your house?
uno

38. Who is your loudest friend?
hmmmmm they are all pretty loud buuuut probably Izzy.
39. How many dogs do you have?
tahi
4O. Does someone have a crush on you?
how am i supposed to know that ? it's not like i go round asking people
41. What book are you reading at the moment?
The Colour Purple
42. What’s your favourite candy?
hmmmm , every candy ever
43. What’s your favourite sports team?
ALL WHITES