Kolohe Kai are coming to NZ !

with 1814 and sons of zion.

performing 23rd March , Te Rauparaha Arena - Porirua.

so f*cking excited.

Homegrown March 5th & Kolohe Kai March 23rd.
oh and you move down on Feb 12th :)
- next few months are gonna be soooooo sweet !

i wanna see you so freakin bad

funny thing is , this could be about either of you.

or both of you.

i don't really know.

i've been sitting here for about an hour figuring out how to put today in to words. but for some reson i cant seem to. my older sister's friend's new baby is one week old , and today i met her.
Emalia Jennifer McIntosh you are the most beautiful and perfect little girl i have ever seen. <3

one month and you'll be gone.

don't get me wrong im not counting down.
complete opposite in fact.
i dont want this month come and go.

You know it ain't easy For these thoughts here to leave me There's no words to describe it In French or in English Cuz' diamonds they fade And flowers they bloom And I'm telling you These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways They've been knockin' me out late Whenever you come around me These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways I keep thinking in a moment that Time will take them away But these feelings won't go away These feelings won't go away It ain't easy For these thoughts here to leave me There's no words to describe it In French or in English Cuz' diamonds they fade (diamonds they fade) And flowers they bloom (flowers they bloom) And I'm telling you These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways They've been knockin' me out late Whenever you come around me These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways I keep thinking in a moment that Time will take them away These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways I keep thinking in a moment that Time will take them away These feelings won't go away These feelings won't go away Diamonds they fade Flowers they bloom But, I'm telling you I'm telling you Diamonds they fade Flowers they bloom (Flowers they bloom) I'm telling you (I'm telling you) I'm telling you (I'm telling you) These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways They've been knockin' me out late Whenever you come around me These feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways I keep thinking in a moment that Time will take them away But, these feelings won't go away They've been knockin' me sideways I keep thinking in a moment that Time will take them away But, these feelings won't go away These feelings won't go away Nah, these feelings won't go away These feelings won't go away        <3

i know this isnt my picture blog but i had to put this on here.

[stolen from grace's blog tehe ily]

because , when away.

i found mine.

well i found a few who were willing but ...

only one who i wanted to be my cuddle partner ;)

i just hope the feelings are mutual

cause hes moving here this year.

Dear _ _ _ _ ,

will you be my cuddle partner for 2O11 & hopefully more ?

Love Tess.

2O11.
one week down.
fiftyone to go.
- not that im counting down or anything -

i keep thinking of new years resolutions.

and how although they are supposed to be goals , something to work towards.

they just get me down cause i hardly ever achieve them

so this year , i have only one 

- to believe in myself -

wow that sounds cheesy.

but the thing is , i hardly ever believe in myself.

secretly , the reson i never try hard in anything is because im afraid of failing

failing something that i tried really hard to , well , not fail.

i can't say im looking forward to this year exactly , but im happy the last one is over in many ways. don't get me wrong , im excited for all the things and opportunities this year brings with it. i anticipate all the awesome memories that will be made and all the epic people i will meet and to spend heaps of time with them , and all the epic people i already know , a few who i just met , who i will hopefully become closer to over the next 51 weeks.  

wow.
papamoa.
four days.
crazy times.
epic people.
new years.
first hug of 2O11.
cheese toasties.
never forget.