2O1O is coming to an end and to be perfectly honest i dont know what to say. it truely has been a rollercoaster year. full of a lot of downs and a few ups which amazingly override all the shit stuff that happened.

yes, i got three injuries, one of which still hasnt hardly healed and its been  a month. i didnt get sports captain , or into under 2Os. we didnt do as well as we should've at nationals , and my brother finalised his plans to leave next year. i didnt do as well at school as i'd hoped, and i felt more lonely than i ever have.

but, i met some fuckin awesome people, one of whom is extra amazing. my sister came home from overseas, and i went to homegrown which was to say the least , epic. i at least got into sports committee, and finally got over the jerk i will forever have to call my first love.

2O1O was for me the year of lots of good little things shining through the bad big things. little things such as .. getting cute texts from somebody who means more to me than i ever though they would. having my whole family under the same roof for the first time in what seems like forever. d&m's with ilybffl's. movie dates , starbees dates , and shopping dates with my girls.

LATE 2O1O !

BRING ON 2O11 ! - i hope its a year full of crazy awesome people and epic times !

You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah La da da da La da da da La da da da da da da da da Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Keep holding on Keep holding on There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Dear Baby Jebus ,

the happiest of birthdays to you [for tomorrow] !

Love Tess xx

never give up

on someone

you can't go a day

wtihout thinking about

for some reason

i cant give up on this little glimmer of hope

trust me i wish i could just let it go

but i just cant seem to

you never leave my mind

and i never want you to leave my life

i thought i hadn't kept my hopes up.
i thought i wasn't in this far.
but baby its like you threw me in the deep end
    without teaching me how to swim.

you know , ive never done that before. told a guy i liked them before i knew if they liked me back. now i feel like a fool. maybe you'll never know this but i thought you were him , the guy who would fall for me as i fell for him. you'll probably never know this but you are the first guy i've actually liked since that douchebag. liked in the 'storm of butterflies in my stomach whenever i see you' sort of way. in the 'the sound of your name makes my heart do a double take' sort of way. in the 'you make my life a shitload better' sort of way. and im not gonna lie it scared me more than you can imagine. the way you make me feel that is. but now , now i just feel stupid. i cant believe i honestly thought that something would actually happen between us. i guess crap things dont stop after the third like i thought they would. it seems like they're just gonna keep on coming but i dno if i could handle that.

11:11 make a wish

pleasenomoreineedsomegoodandhappyformyself

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea , I'll sail the world to find you If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see , I'll be the light to guide you Find out what we're made of When we are called to help our friends in need You can count on me like 1 2 3 I'll be there And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2 And you'll be there Cause that's what  friends are supposed to do , oh yeah Wooooh , Wooooh Yeah , Yeah If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep I'll sing a song Beside you And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me Everyday I will Remind you Ohh Find out what we're made of When we are called to help our friends in need You can count on me like 1 2 3 I'll be there And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2 You'll be there Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah Wooooh , Wooooh Yeah , Yeah You'll always have my shoulder when you cry I'll never let go Never say goodbye You can count on me like 1 2 3 I'll be there And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2 You'll be there Cause that's what friends are supposed to do , oh yeah Wooooh , Wooooh

You can count on me cos' I can count on you     

i'm not saying i've given up on you , on the thought of us , cause i haven't , not one little bit.

i'm just saying that too many times i've gotten my hopes up. waited round for some guy only to end up crying myself to sleep when i realise that it'll never happen. too many times i've worn my heart on my sleeve just to have it thrown to the ground and trodden on , smashed into a thousand little pieces.

a girls' heart is a fragile thing you know. i just need to be able to trust that you wont hurt it before i give it to you. cause i dont know if i'll be able to put it back together if it gets broken or even merely cracked again.

nobody deserves this
I hardly know you but I do know that you are amazing
whenever I see you I can't help but smile
and
the thought of spending time with you makes my heart flip
I do know that if I was in your position all I'd want is for somebody to hold me in their arms and I just want you to know that if you need absolutley anything I'm here.
I don't know much about you but I do know that you don't deserve to have to go through this on your own. whatever you need. anytime. I'll always be here. xo

i don't know

i dont know what to say  

there are no words

to describe this feeling 

my mind is blank

blank for the first time 

im scared

boy  

how do you do this to me

your eyes  

your smile

your laugh  

your walk

i hardly know you  

yet

you make my heart soar 

 "youhadmefromthedayyousmiled"

WHAT WAS YOUR

 last beverage : lime juice
 last phone call : um .. izzy on my bday i think
 last text message : "yeah brother, all good" (from georgia)
 last song you listened to : john mayer - gravity
 last time you cried : this evening
HAVE YOU EVER
 dated someone twice ? yup
 been cheated on ? yup
 kissed someone & regretted it ? hahaa yeah
 lost someone special ? yup
 been depressed ? yup
 been drunk and threw up ? yeup lol
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
 one : blue
 two : red
 three : black
THIS YEAR (2O1O) HAVE YOU
 Made a new friend ? yeah a few
 Fallen out of love ? yup , finally
 Laughed until you cried ? many times
 Met someone who has changed you ? umm yeah i guess
 Found out who your true friends were ? not really
 Found out someone was talking about you ? dont think so
 Kissed any of your facebook friends ? sure have =/
GENERAL
 How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life ? almost all of them
 How many kids do you want to have : around three
 Do you have any pets : gabby (dog) & buttons (cat)
 Do you want to change your name : nah
 What did you do for your last birthday : a lot
 What time did you wake up today : nine ish when my brohter woke me up
 What were you doing at midnight last night : sleeping or reading my book
 Name something you CANNOT wait for : my ankle to get better so i can walk & to see him
 Last time you saw your Mother : like 30mins ago before she went to bed
 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ? for this one guy to actually be interested in me
 What are you listening to right now ? john mayer - gravity
 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : well , i have an uncle , a cousin and two friends named tom so i'd say ... yess
 What's getting on your nerves right now : my fuckin' ankle
 Most visited webpage : Facebook
 Whats your real name : tess alexandra wolfreys
 Nicknames : shorty. tessle. tessa. wolf.
 Relationship Status : single
 Zodiac sign : saggitarius
 Male or Female ? female
 Primary School : muritai school
 Intermediate School : muritai school
 High School : wellington girls' college
 Hair colour : blonde
 Long or short : medium
 Height : onehundredandsixtythreepointfivecentimetres
 Do you have a crush on someone ? potench
 What do you like about yourself ? ummm ?
 Piercings : ears
 Tattoos : nah not yet
 Righty or Lefty : righty
FIRSTS
 First surgery : never
 First piercing : ears for my tenth birthday
 First best friend : kiri olds
 First sport you joined : football [soccer]
 First holiday : auckland at sixweeksold
 First kiss : dan vokes when i was like 7
RIGHT NOW
 Eating : nothing
 Drinking : nothing
 I'm about to : finish this survey [hopefully]
 Listening to : john mayer - slow dancing in a burning room
 Waiting on : my ankle to get better
YOUR FUTURE
 Want kids ? yeeeaaaaah
 Get Married ? yup
 Career ? deffs
WHICH IS BETTER
 Lips or eyes : eyes
 Hugs or kisses : hugs
 Shorter or taller : taller
 Older or Younger : older
 Romantic or spontaneous : bit of both
 Nice stomach or nice arms : both but probably stomach
 Sensitive or loud : touch of each
 Hook-up or relationship : relationship
 Trouble maker or hesitant : cheeky 
HAVE YOU EVER
 Kissed a stranger : hmm duno if i'd call them a stranger but if not knowing their name means they're a stranger then yes
 Drank hard liquor : sure have
 Lost glasses/contacts : uhhh dont think so
 Sex on first date : naaaah
 Broken someone's heart : hope not
 Had your own heart broken : yep more than once by the same guy
 Been arrested : haaha nope
 Turned someone down : yeah 
 Cried when someone died : yes most deffinitley
 Fallen for a friend ? umm yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN 
 Yourself : sometimes
 Miracles : yeup
 Love at first sight : yessss
 Heaven : umm yes&no
 Santa Claus : i wish haha
 Kiss on the first date : depends who it is tehe
 Angels : not really
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
 Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend ? well yeah but not at the same time
 Did you sing today ? nope
 Ever cheated on somebody ? never.
 If you could go back in time, how far would you go ? like 3 years
 If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be ? there's a few
 Are you afraid of falling in love ? yahuh i am now
 Posting this as 100 truths ? if i feel like it

i can't fight this feeling any longer and yet im still afraid to let it flow what started out as friendship has grown stronger i only wish i had the strength to let it show and even as i wander im keeping you in sight youre a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night and im getting closer than i ever thought i might and i cant fight this feeling anymore ive forgotten what i started fighting for its time to bring this ship into the shore and throw away the oars baby i cant fight this feeling anymore my life has been such a whirlwind since i met you ive been running round in circles in my mind and it always seems im following you boy cause you take me to places that alone id never find and even as i wander im keeping you in sight youre a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night and im getting closer than i ever though i might and i cant fight this feeling anymore ive forgotten what i started fighting for even if i have to crawl up on your floor come crashing through your door baby i cant fight this feeling anymore

i am okay i swear =/ .

if being

lonely

sore

upset

pissed off

is being okay



The church bells rang 29 times so we knew it was final and the end of the line. Now 29 miners are at heavens gate with coal silt dirty faces asking is it too late? When God replies with half a grin no my children come on in. They place their mining lights gently on heavens floor when God said "job well done" ... leave your boots at the door

too many lives lost too soon

R.I.P Pike River Miners

i am okay.

i swear =/

i love this photo

its just so beautiful

...notjustthescenery;)

makes me wonder what he's thinking

& makes me want

to be with him in that exact moment

just us two

tehe he doesn't know i blogged it :P 



http://t-wolfreys.blogspot.com/

you know you want to ;)

when i was younger i saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind he broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble it and my momma swore that ahe would never let herself forget and that was the day that i promised i'd never sing of love if it does not exist but darling you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we've got to find other ways to make it alone keep a straight face and i've always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance and up until now i had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk well you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception i've got a tight grip on reality but i can't let go of what's in front of me here i know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream ohh you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception you are the only exception and i'm on my way to believing oh and i'm on my way to believing

late teal    xD

http://yourvoiceinspires.tumblr.com/  :)

dye my hair ? yes or no ? maybe just cut it ? new style ?
i want to go more blonde for the summer but ive been told a few times not to.
i guess i just need a change
i'm going to nepal in april 2O11 but only for 18 days
i'll still have to come back to school and responsibility
i guess i just need a change
and dying / cutting my hair is the only way i can i get that right now

i wish you could see yourself through my eyes
i wish i could see myself through your eyes
i wish they could see themselves through my eyes
i wish i could see myself through their eyes

be careful what you wish for
'cause you never know what will come true

these feelings won't go away

they been knockin' me sideways

they been knockin' me out there

whenever you come round me

these feelings won't go away

hey been knockin' me sideways

i keep thinking in a moment that

time will take them away

if you want to run that's your decision
i've never been the one to say goodbye.

apparently ...
 "dissappointments are Gods way of saying, 'i've got something better' be   patient, live life, have faith"

BULLSHIT

there was him , a week later i'd realised that mates was all we'd ever be and i accepted that.

then when i met him , i thought he was the something better. turns out the consequences of having the best brother in universe is not being able to have anything with his mate even if you both want it more than anything in the world.

i wandered lonely as a cloud
that floats high o'er vales and hills
when all at once i saw a crowd
a host of golden daffidols
beside the lake beneath the trees
fluttering and dancing in the breeze


continuous as the stars that shine
and twinkle on the milky way
they stretched in never ending line
along the margin of a bay
ten thousand saw i at a glance
tossing their head in sprightly dance


the waves beside them danced but they
out did the sparkling leaves in glee
a poet could not be but gay
in such a jocund company
i gazed and gazed but little thought
what wealth the show to me had brought


for oft when on my couch i lie
in vacant or in pensive mood
they flash upon that inward eye
which is the bliss of solitude
and then my heart with pleasure fills
and dances with the daffidols.


O7/O9/2O1O - 2 years since you died ..
11/O9/2O1O - 2 years since i read that poem at your funeral ..


but i have never stopped missing you


r.i.p Grandad , i've loved you since i met you at 6 weeks old and i'll love you 'till forever

i said hey babe

take a walk on the wild side

yeah i like you

so what ? big whoop

you don't know , maybe 6 people do

if that.

what's the point in you finding out ?

there isn't one

it's not like you'll ever like me back anyway

i miss you already and you don't leave for another 6 or 7 months

every time i think about it i have to fight back the tears

most times i'm not strong enough to

but i guess all i can do is try

is it even possible to like two people at once ?

meh. i'm probably kidding myself that either of you would ever like me anyways.


i'm always the 'bro' never the girlfriend.
always the one they invite for game of footy,
never the one they invite out for a movie.
the one they call 'wolf', not pretty or beautiful.
always there to txt if they wana know when a game is,
never just cause they want to txt me.
and i don't know how to change it.

i can't believe you're leaving
like no joke but actually leaving
you've been here my whole life
sure, i knew you'd leave sometime
just never thought it'd come round this quickly
never thought seventeen (by the time you leave) years could go by so fast
yeah , she's coming back
and i'm more freakin' excited than anyone could imagine
but somehow
and i don't know how; but somehow
you leaving takes so much away
from my being excited to have her back home next year
sometimes , i can't believe that you would leave me
in this shithole they call eastbourne
what am i gonna do
in the holidays when i cbf going all the way into town or the Hutt to see people
or when i need cheering up and you're the only one who knows how to
when i need someone to playfight with
or play boardgames with and act like we were 5 & 7 again
to just hang out with when im over my friends and the rents
guess i'm just gonna have to suck it up huh ?
you've got the opportunity of a lifetime
and there's no way in hell im going to stop you taking it

i guess im just scared that my big bro is gonna forget that his little sister is still stuck at home , going to school and watching disney & the hangover by herself when he's partying it up and starting to live his dream at uni

O1. Do you like blue cheese?

not oooooverly
O2. Have you ever smoked?
a cigarette ? no cant say i have. probably wouldn't want to seeing as i've got asthma and all ...
O3. Do you own a gun?
yup .. water gun, gotta be prepared
O4. What is your favourite cordial flavour?
lemon & barley
O5. Do you get nervous before Doctor appointments?
depends on what it's for . not usually
O6. What do you think of hot dogs?
i think they are rather tasty
O7. Favourite Christmas moive?
The Santa Clause
O8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
glass of milk

O9. Do you do push-ups?
occasionally , i can do them if i have to

1O. What’s you favourite piece of jewellery?
greenstone necklace & my rings

11. Favourite hobby?
Football (not the american type)

12. Do you have A.D.D?
well i think my mum would know if i did so i'd saaaaaay no. nope. don't have ADD.

13. What’s the one thing you hate about yourself?
jeeez you're nosy aren't ya ?

14. Middle name?
Alexandra. yes, i know, but i'm warming to it. slowly. very slowly.

15. Name three thoughts at this exact moment?
man i have a disgusting brother. school can go hump a tree. somebody needs to have a paaaartaaaaay

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
earl grey tea with milk & 1 sugar (you can't blame me , i am pretty much full pom). water. juice.

17. Current worry?
schoooool.

18. Current hate right now?
school

19. Favourite place to be?
home

2O. What are you listening to right now?
right this very second ? ags vs. mags rugby game.

21. Where would you like to go?
england. to see my sister

22. What is your favourite song?
Billionare, Cooler Than Me, oooooor Kick Push

23. Do you own slippers?
can't say i do actually. last ones i owned were probably those dog ones you used to be able to get when i was like eight.

24. What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
Black.

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
can't say. never have.

26. Can you whistle?
that , iiiiiiiiiiiii .... sure can :)

27. Favourite Colour?
blue. sky blue or cobalt blue.

28. Would you be a pirate?
oh heeeeeeells no ! NINJAS are the way of the future my friends.

29. What songs do you sing in the shower?
whatever's in thy head

3O. Favouite girls name?
hard to say, don't have one actually.
31. Favourite boys name?
Jack (yes i know it's my brother's name) or maybe .... i dunno .. other names too though.
32. What’s in your pocket right now?
nothing. zero. zilch.
33. Last thing that made you laugh?
watching bits of Bruno.
34. Best bed sheets as a child?
Jungle ones.
35. Worst injury you have ever had?
concussion or cutting my knee open
36. Do you love where you live?
most of the time

37. How many TV’s do you have in your house?
uno

38. Who is your loudest friend?
hmmmmm they are all pretty loud buuuut probably Izzy.
39. How many dogs do you have?
tahi
4O. Does someone have a crush on you?
how am i supposed to know that ? it's not like i go round asking people
41. What book are you reading at the moment?
The Colour Purple
42. What’s your favourite candy?
hmmmm , every candy ever
43. What’s your favourite sports team?
ALL WHITES

I like how you share your food with me in general studies! I like how I laughed when I realised that it was your brother on the TV! Hahaha and I like that instead of a hoodie, that the rest of the school has you have a VEST for your football team! HAHAHA

i like your hugs and how excited we both get when we see each other. i like that we were never at that awkward friend stage. i like that you are really open to your like for brown boys and that we end up talking about hot boys most of the time. i like your skills when it comes to football and i LOVE that you know what... you want to do with your life and you are going for it. I really like that you are easy to talk to. :) I LOVE YOU!


Tess,
You light up my life. I like your beautiful smile, and i especially liked the way you wore your hair for footbal against palmy! It was caaaa-ute. I like that you always have the most hiarious things to say, and even if you don't you still manage to improve my day ten-fold! I like that you're very true-to-yourself ...and that the only changes you've made to yourself over the past few years that I've known you have been good ones!
I like that we've had a million good times together over the past few years with many many more to come! :) xxxxxxxx
 
WOLF! I like how you're real funny, and how you're better at all sport than me. I DONT like how you beat me in an arm wrestle! Oh, and of course, I like how I'm boys with your brother.
 
I like how you are really out going and sporty. I guessed that when i first met you. I like how you are real. I like that you have jungle fever haha. I like your lastname. I like how we had science together last year. :) x
 
i like how much you like soccer. i like how i've known you for a very long time. and i can reminecse with you, and only you. i think your very cute, and i dont mind that you swear a lot. i like how your always injured and when your sick and you sound like a man, i enjoy it. i like how you could beat me up. but you wuldn...'t. good times, all those times. just too many to even comment about. i hope you and winston reid get married. that would be mint :)

Tess. I like how much you love the All Whites...coz they are awesome!! I like that you have a good relationship with your brother. I like that we were in the same football team last year. I like that you used to go to pump. I like that you are very into your sports and are very competitive :)

i love my friends xD

i wish i was free of all this shit.

free of people telling me what to do. free to do what i want. when i want.

free to go anywhere with whoever.

free to have fun and not have to worry about anyone or anything.

free to folllow my dreams , with the chances to do so that everyone else seems to have.

free to just be me. with nobody judging me or comparing me to others.

free to be accepted by people for being myself and no one else.

just free i guess.

good weekend and shit weekend at the same time.

my brother... he's getting invited to the highlanders rugby academy next year. so he gets to follow his dream of playing professional rugby and go to uni cause the academy pays for it.
yes im super proud of him but i just can't be happy about it at the moment because now he acts like the freakin world revolves around him and doesn't give a shit about me. and the fact that he gets to follow his dream but there's no chance im ever going to get to follow mine makes me so fucking upset and pissed off that i want to cry whenever i think about it. and at the moment i can't stand him. which i absolutely hate because we are usually so close and have heaps of fun.

cousins and aunty... my cousins nick and sophie (who lives in wellington) and their mum (my aunty) came to stay this weekend. had heaps of funwith them and next weekend , as my mum's going up to auckland to stay with them , soph and i are going to go shopping for my ball dress and have an awesome day together on saturday.

school... well school is pretty much a fucking joke and is what's getting me down the most. we have an english assignment due tomorrow (worth 3 reading and writing credits) which i haven't done. i was off school for the first week of it and had heeeaaaaps of stuff on the second week and last week we could get it signed off. so im real disappointed and pissed off with myself for not doing it. and to make it worse my friend keepstxing me and stuff asking how my english is going which makes me want to tell her to just shut the fuck up cause we aren't all as amazing at english and motivated as she is.

work... im not enjoying it as much as i was. i don't know if this is just because im so exhausted and in a shit mood at the moment or what. but it makes me want to quit (which of course i won't)

but yeah , weekend was average. it was absolutely awesome to see my cousins and stuff though , love them so soo much xO

im just gonna have a little rant. enjoy.

on thursdays at lunch my football team go for runs, however for the last month and a bit i've been injured (my ankle) and although it's getting better i'm still not allowed to go for like a long-ish run on hard ground , especially without it strapped.

last week i played my first full game even though my physio only told me to play half at the most and yes , my ankle hurt like a bitch the next day. this apparently got my coach into thinking that i can go on runs even though after the game i told her i can't until i see the physio again (next week).

then today, i was with izzy just about to go to bagels and get lunch when i saw my coach and she was all where are you going ? so of course i just said i was going to get some food , i can't run yet cause my ankle isn't strapped and i haven't seen the physio this week. which i thought was completely reasonable as we have 2 games next week as well so i want to be all goods for those. however, apparently it wasn't reasonable at all. my coach says to me you know your not starting next week if you don't train (i.e come on the run) so i was all confused and just said um yeeaah ? and walked off.


now i'm upset because i don't think there's any reason why i shouldn't be starting and i think that my coach was way out of line telling me that i'm not. but of course i wasn't going to talk back to her cause she obviously was having none of it.


then i get to english and find out that evelyn didn't go on the run just cause she forgot to bring gear (didn't tell our coach) and no doubt she'll be starting next week. fucking joke.


that's my rant and imma go now.

thanks for being the bestest pillow in the universe .

can we pretend

that airplanes

in the night sky

are like shooting stars

i could really use

a wish right now

                               

x

i don't know why i suddenly wanted to cry when i heard you hooked up with her at some party. i don't know why it makes me hurt inside whenever i think of how you would be the perfect guy if you weren't such a slut. i don't know why i'm so scared of you saying no or that you're already going with someone. or why im so scared of asking you. i don't know why i get jealous whenever i think of you hanging out with her. i don't know why and i don't like it.

okay, so i found this post on someone elses blog but i thought i would share it with you because, well it's nice to know that i'm not the only one.

I'm the girl who prefers one rose instead of a

dozen. I'm the girl who would rather stay in on a

Friday night than go to a wild party with random

strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn't make you wait

on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make

you happy. I'm the girl who would enjoy having a

movie night rather than going to some fancy

restaurant. I'm the girl who would rather stay up

all night sharing secrets than going out and

getting drunk. I'm the girl who will give the world

to see you smile.

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now

Why would you wanna make the very first scar

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

Maybe I should've seen the sign, should've read the writing on the wall.

And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.

No matter what you say, I still can't believe

That you would walk away

It don't make sense to me but

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now

Why would you wanna make the very first scar

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

It's not unbroken anymore.

How do I get it back the way it was before

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now

Why would you wanna make the very first scar

Why would you wanna break, would you wanna break it

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart now

Why would you wanna make the very first scar

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart

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