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the past won't rest
until we jump the fence
and leave it behind.
really ? you are actually letting past shit stop something that i know would be so good. don't get me wrong, i completely understand. it's just that i understand so much because i let the past hold me back. i didnt let myself live the life i wanted, and its not that i regret it i just wish i hadnt let something so shit hold me back. and now you are, and it hurts me. not only because what you're letting the past hold you back from is me, is us. but because i know how much it hurts. and i hate to see you hurt, i cant stand it. fall and ill catch you, you just need to trust me. trust me. im storng enough to catch you, and i promise i will. just let the past go.
sometimes the only way
is jumping
i just hope
that you're not afraid of heights.
jump. and let yourself fall. into like, into love. whatever you want to call it. just do it. please ?
okay, im actually getting sick of begging you over this stupid fucking blog. but ill keep doing it, because i care about you. more than i should. more than i even want to. if i had the choice i wouldnt like you, id just enjoy being single in my final year of school. but because of you, i cant. and trust me ive tried. boy, have i tried.
live it up every second
life don't got a sequel.
live your life. the past is called the past for a reason. i cant handle you letting it hold you back, it hurts more than i think ill ever let on. but, it didnt hurt as much as i thought it should. and i guess thats cause i expected it, i never though you could actually like me. and its ironic, cause im pretty sure that the past, the thing that's holding you back, is the exact thing that makes me believe that you could never like a girl like me, that anybody could like me. now thats fucked up. and i dont even know how to talk to you anymore, how to be around you. not that ive tried. i just hope that nothing has changed. cause you are probably the sweetest, most genuine guy i have met in a while. yeah, you might not be as 'smooth' or as 'charming' as all those other guys who i tend to get so smitten over; but i think thats why i cant let you go.every day i think about you, about us, a future we could have. if only you just let these 'daydreams' come true.
you dont always
have to hold your head
higher than your heart.
until we jump the fence
and leave it behind.
really ? you are actually letting past shit stop something that i know would be so good. don't get me wrong, i completely understand. it's just that i understand so much because i let the past hold me back. i didnt let myself live the life i wanted, and its not that i regret it i just wish i hadnt let something so shit hold me back. and now you are, and it hurts me. not only because what you're letting the past hold you back from is me, is us. but because i know how much it hurts. and i hate to see you hurt, i cant stand it. fall and ill catch you, you just need to trust me. trust me. im storng enough to catch you, and i promise i will. just let the past go.
sometimes the only way
is jumping
i just hope
that you're not afraid of heights.
jump. and let yourself fall. into like, into love. whatever you want to call it. just do it. please ?
okay, im actually getting sick of begging you over this stupid fucking blog. but ill keep doing it, because i care about you. more than i should. more than i even want to. if i had the choice i wouldnt like you, id just enjoy being single in my final year of school. but because of you, i cant. and trust me ive tried. boy, have i tried.
live it up every second
life don't got a sequel.
live your life. the past is called the past for a reason. i cant handle you letting it hold you back, it hurts more than i think ill ever let on. but, it didnt hurt as much as i thought it should. and i guess thats cause i expected it, i never though you could actually like me. and its ironic, cause im pretty sure that the past, the thing that's holding you back, is the exact thing that makes me believe that you could never like a girl like me, that anybody could like me. now thats fucked up. and i dont even know how to talk to you anymore, how to be around you. not that ive tried. i just hope that nothing has changed. cause you are probably the sweetest, most genuine guy i have met in a while. yeah, you might not be as 'smooth' or as 'charming' as all those other guys who i tend to get so smitten over; but i think thats why i cant let you go.every day i think about you, about us, a future we could have. if only you just let these 'daydreams' come true.
you dont always
have to hold your head
higher than your heart.
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