i can't believe you're leaving
like no joke but actually leaving
you've been here my whole life
sure, i knew you'd leave sometime
just never thought it'd come round this quickly
never thought seventeen (by the time you leave) years could go by so fast
yeah , she's coming back
and i'm more freakin' excited than anyone could imagine
but somehow
and i don't know how; but somehow
you leaving takes so much away
from my being excited to have her back home next year
sometimes , i can't believe that you would leave me
in this shithole they call eastbourne
what am i gonna do
in the holidays when i cbf going all the way into town or the Hutt to see people
or when i need cheering up and you're the only one who knows how to
when i need someone to playfight with
or play boardgames with and act like we were 5 & 7 again
to just hang out with when im over my friends and the rents
guess i'm just gonna have to suck it up huh ?
you've got the opportunity of a lifetime
and there's no way in hell im going to stop you taking it

i guess im just scared that my big bro is gonna forget that his little sister is still stuck at home , going to school and watching disney & the hangover by herself when he's partying it up and starting to live his dream at uni