apparently ...
 "dissappointments are Gods way of saying, 'i've got something better' be   patient, live life, have faith"

BULLSHIT

there was him , a week later i'd realised that mates was all we'd ever be and i accepted that.

then when i met him , i thought he was the something better. turns out the consequences of having the best brother in universe is not being able to have anything with his mate even if you both want it more than anything in the world.