2O11.
one week down.
fiftyone to go.
- not that im counting down or anything -

i keep thinking of new years resolutions.

and how although they are supposed to be goals , something to work towards.

they just get me down cause i hardly ever achieve them

so this year , i have only one 

- to believe in myself -

wow that sounds cheesy.

but the thing is , i hardly ever believe in myself.

secretly , the reson i never try hard in anything is because im afraid of failing

failing something that i tried really hard to , well , not fail.

i can't say im looking forward to this year exactly , but im happy the last one is over in many ways. don't get me wrong , im excited for all the things and opportunities this year brings with it. i anticipate all the awesome memories that will be made and all the epic people i will meet and to spend heaps of time with them , and all the epic people i already know , a few who i just met , who i will hopefully become closer to over the next 51 weeks.