you seriously have no idea do you ? either that or you're too shy to even give a crap. i dont know how to make it more obvious to you rather than screaming out to you that i like you in public where everyone can hear. last night i got so annoyed, confused, happy, sad, everything that i even put t swift lyrics as my status. i havent done that since, well i cant remember when. and believe me when a girl puts taylor swift lyrics as her status something is either going seriously right or well just plain wrong. in my, or should i say 'our' case it's the latter. everyone i talk to thinks you like me as much as i like you, and a large majority of them havent even met you. if they can tell then why do i refuse to believe it ? want me to tell you ? . . its because you havent shown me that its true. kiss me , hold my hand , even just flirt with me in person , anything to show me that your feelings are there too. please ? im actually begging you right now. hands and knees begging. pleading. i need something from you, even if that something is you making it plain clear to me that we're just friends. coz right now im stuck in the middle , balancing on a thread. i just hope that when i fall you'll catch me ? but if not then thats okay too. itll hurt but the sooner the better because i just, i just wanna get on with my life ya know 


oh im scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing. id tell you i miss you but i dont know how. ive never heard silence quite this loud.