just a little rant.

why are so many people scared of saying how they really feel.
we are only given one life to live so why wouldnt we tell somebody if we love them or tell our boss we hate our job and quit because its making us unhappy. why do we waste so much time worrying about what others think , or trying to figure out what the "deeper meaning" of his text is. it says hey , there is no deeper fucking meaning other than 'hey'.
so many people let others walk in and out of their lives without ever saying what they always wanted to.
ever thought that maybe the reason that person isnt in your life in anymore is because you never said what you should have ? like maybe telling them how much you appreciate them or that even though you dont have much time to spend with them at the moment you still treasure their friendship ? anything at all.
cause people will leave you. if you dont make an effort they will leave. relationships are actually two way things. i know - wooooooaaaaah too much information ! slow down ! you actually have to talk to them too , and tell them they're a good friend and share things with them too ?! fuuuck so old school - yes , 'oldschool'. but guess what ? you dont do oldschool , in other year you aint gon' have any friends let alone a boyfriend or girlfriend. so suck it up.
we only have one life to live , so why do you constantly hear people talking about how somebody close to them died without them ever telling them how much they love them and appreciate everything or how they just let the love of their life walk away without saying one word. seriously people , suck it up. nobody cares if you sound like a 'pussy' or whatever because in the long run isnt it better to live a life full of happiness and without regrets ? because tomorrow is never promised. nobody can say 100% that you will live to see the end of the next year let alone the next month or day. and imagine that , dying knowing that there are people out there that will never know how you truely feel. just lying there knowing that you will never get to accomplish things you had always dreamed of but aways put off because some small minded people had laughed at you and said that you would never succeed. how do you know that if you never even tried huh ? what ever happened to proving those small minded people wrong ? and really , who cares if you dont succeed because then you will know. and you wont live your whole life saying what if ?
those two words are two of the most simple words. but place them next to each other and you get put in one of lifes most frightening positions. what. if.
so heres an idea. get rid of those 'what ifs'.
tell people how you feel. live your dreams. stop worrying about what others think of you. be happy for you and the rest will come. and seriously - if you love them , tell them. every day.
because honestly , you were only given one life so why waste it.