im just gonna have a little rant. enjoy.

on thursdays at lunch my football team go for runs, however for the last month and a bit i've been injured (my ankle) and although it's getting better i'm still not allowed to go for like a long-ish run on hard ground , especially without it strapped.

last week i played my first full game even though my physio only told me to play half at the most and yes , my ankle hurt like a bitch the next day. this apparently got my coach into thinking that i can go on runs even though after the game i told her i can't until i see the physio again (next week).

then today, i was with izzy just about to go to bagels and get lunch when i saw my coach and she was all where are you going ? so of course i just said i was going to get some food , i can't run yet cause my ankle isn't strapped and i haven't seen the physio this week. which i thought was completely reasonable as we have 2 games next week as well so i want to be all goods for those. however, apparently it wasn't reasonable at all. my coach says to me you know your not starting next week if you don't train (i.e come on the run) so i was all confused and just said um yeeaah ? and walked off.


now i'm upset because i don't think there's any reason why i shouldn't be starting and i think that my coach was way out of line telling me that i'm not. but of course i wasn't going to talk back to her cause she obviously was having none of it.


then i get to english and find out that evelyn didn't go on the run just cause she forgot to bring gear (didn't tell our coach) and no doubt she'll be starting next week. fucking joke.


that's my rant and imma go now.