i dont know how to explain this feeling. boy you got me so loved up. so crazy over you.
i dont know. i love it but boy you scare me. how can you have this much power over me ?
im scared to let myself go. let me love and be loved. cause who knows what will happen.
i guess thats the exciting bit of it too. the not knowing that is. but mostly for me. its scary.
i dont know if ill get hurt again. i need to trust you. and that aint gonna happen automatically.
you. you gotta earn my trust. and please do. cause i wanna trust you more than anything.
i dont just want you though. i want us. you and i. me and you. but we'll see. im just full of this thing called

HOPE.

<3