its only two weeks. but its two weeks of holidays. where you'll being hanging out with other people and having an awesome time. yes, this is a once in a lifetime opportunity. and of course i want to go. i just dont want everything to change. i know i have to prepare myself for the worst but its hard to. i dont want you to go anywhere. just want you here when i get back. like i didnt even go. maybe even better than now, before i go that is. please. dont come and go. just stay. i miss you when you're not here. and when im with you i dont want you to leave. im just scared. that when im gone you'll find someone. someone else. and that when i get back everything will be different. after the weekend. i duno. i just feel like something's there. something that i shouldnt give up on. no, something that we shouldnt give up on. and its really scaring me. thinking about how it all might be different when i get back. its only two weeks. but its over two weeks of not seeing you. not even talking to you. just so you know, ill be thinking about you. every time i look at the stars ill think of you and how the stars amaze you. i just hope you'll be thinking of me too.     =/