the first person who is on your mind when you wake up from a deep sleep is either the reason of your happiness or the reason of your pain . .

or both.

fuck. your so confusing. just somehow let me know what your thinking. what your feeling. anything about us. please ? just let me know. i really do like you. but im scared cause i feel like it's fading. like it might go if you dont give me a sign. a hint. anything ? seriously, on saturday night i thought that was it. but you havent texted me since. maybe i should text you first i dont know. its too confusing. almost. i just really like you and i dont wanna let myself let you go. not yet anyway. i still like you way too much. but if that fades too much then im not going to be able to stop myself letting you go. everytime somebody mentions you i cant help but smile. no matter how bad of a mood im in. this is what you do to me. and i dont want it to stop. please. dont let it stop ?