i dont even know how to explain it. its like i cant give up on you. sometimes it makes me think that its 'meant to be' or whatever. other times it makes me think im stupid. either way i ain't stopping. cause something is happening. something good. and it feels right. no, not just right. its feels like its supposed to happen. i duno, hard to explain really. please just dont be too shy anymore. because soon. soon ill stop. soon i really will give up. it may not seem like it. but i will. im not waiting round for 'maybe'. i need 'now'. i need you.